It’s what the Diagnostic Statistical Manual of Mental Disorders calls a manic or hypomanic episode. Sufferers can feel depressed and then swing to an expansive and grandiose mood out of nowhere. Bipolar disorder is characterized by dramatic changes mood swings over hours, days, or weeks. So, while drug abuse is common among teenagers, some teens may have pre-existing mood disorders that can make matters worse. Ending up shaking like i had Parkinson's while sweating profusely because I forgot my entire presentation.Teenagers with Bipolar Disorder often use drugs and alcohol as a form of self-medication. TLDR: Snorted Adderall and smoked a bong before class. My grades taking a hit and I am now designated as the kid nobody will ever partner up with. (Everyone else was asked about their presentation) Even my professor nor the Deloitte representative asked me a question because my presentation was that bad. They even told me i did good just so i didn't kill myself. Some how I manage to crawl through my presentation and my class gives me that sympathetic round of applause. IT WAS BAD! I can already tell everyone in the room knows and I feel the intense pressure from their eyes. ![]() I was dripping sweat off of my forehead, chin, nose. I'm talking shaking like I have Parkinson's disease and I'm sweating like I'm in a sauna. My hearts thumbing like a hammer against the floor and as I'm paying attention to my heart it made me really nervous so my hands began to shake and I started profusely sweating. As I look around my room and flip to the next slide I FORGET EVERYTHING! ABSOLUTELY EVERYTHING! It was at this point that I begin to feel the adderall really kick. I'm feeling confident because I got this now. I get up there and I go through that first slide like a knife through butter. But, whatever, I'm going to get up there, deliver my speech, and receive my round of applause. As I get up to walk to the front of the room, I begin to notice that this room is a little to hot for comfort. I'm in a black Calvin Klein suit, with a white shirt and grey tie. I'm feeling euphoric as fuck and all I know are my slides.įast forward to my turn for the presentation. Keep in mind that at this point I feel great. So class starts at 1:30 and I leave around 12:30 to get there early and make sure everything in position before I look like the Michael Jordan of presentations. Just so you know, i'm laughing my ass off at myself right now for how dumb i am. Once I snorted it, i came up with the bright idea to pack the bong to the brim and just fucking annihilate myself before going to class because that is how I was studying. It's monday morning and I decide that before going to class I'm going to snort the entire 30 mg adderall because since I was studying on it, it only made sense to present on. At this point I don't even need to look at my powerpoint anymore. I finish the slides on Saturday and by Monday I have the slides memorized. So with this is mind, you can understand that I'm focused on KILLING this presentation. So you understand how bad this really is, I'm an honors accounting major and on the day of the presentation we were having a Deloitte representative come to evaluate us and possibly give us an interview. So i finally get my hands on some and basically knocked out all my homework in a span of five hours because I had to focus on my accounting presentation. I soon came to the realization that I knew a guy who didn't use his adderall and I knew he would let me buy some. To begin, it was midterm season and as deadlines were approaching fast. Okay, so this actually happened a couple of days ago, but just realized this would be the perfect TIFU.
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